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Spacing Out

by RavingKain

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Wrote the lyrics while I was at a conference about money and passions. This came out because I was hyper-aware of how strange I feel around friends. I'm an introvert I think. I get peopled out a lot. I don't really know why I wrote this the way I did, but it's a decent recollection of awkward feelings that come and go.

lyrics

[Verse 1]
Killing time is my best friend.
We share dreams of running away.
Guess I'm home in this descent
Into a world. now I'm afraid.
The what if's hide subconscious thought.
The fear of turning tables on.
I could say I don't know; just accept that I'm wrong.
Why do I wait for time to pass
When we only get one chance?
Physically incapable
Of getting off my ass.
So if you want to make a change,
it's the little things they say.
I'm sorry little things don't phase me
In an explosive reality.

[Chorus]
I don't feel right I feel wrong.
My own self-image is bleeding to the past.
I hope that no one sees me while I'm on my knees. I do,
But as much as I regret, I want it back.

I'm zoned out and spacing.
Conversation's out there.
I'm closed off. Heart racing.
Peopled out. Should I care?
[x2]

[Verse 2]
Clusterfucked head letting go
Of friends it's hesitant to leave
Unbound by words that I kept silent
Surrender to the "I can't speak!"
I just don't want to fake it.
Let it curse it out maybe make it.
I'm just not ready to let go of who I am yet,
So fuck that.

[Chorus}
I don't feel right I feel wrong.
My own self-image is bleeding to the past.
I hope that no one sees me while I'm on my knees. I do,
But as much as I regret, I want it back.

I'm zoned out and spacing.
Conversation's out there.
I'm closed off. Heart racing.
Peopled out. Should I care?
[x2]

I'm zoned out and spacing.
Conversation's out there.
I'm closed off. Heart racing.
Peopled out. Should I care?

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released February 13, 2020
Mixed and performed by Edison Cardinal

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RavingKain Edmonton, Alberta

Your local stray cat rocking it out on the streets of Edmonton. I travel with my trusty guitar, Tenae.

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